i miss him

i miss talking to him ..i just miss knowing the fact i could call him ... and i miss him so much it hurts.. yes it does..deeply wounded as i can say...but im just boo hoing on a stupid bastard who doesnt even appreciate me at all..i'll chalk this up to experience and will try to move on.
Well i have to accept the fact that he will never be with me...Learn what i can from this....take some time for myself and heal, cause ultimately that is the only thing that can help with this type of pain, TIME..;)

shit happens!!!

salam satu malaysia.....!!! hahaha ....just feeling a bit hyper tonight.. thought of doing my laundry but things turns out not accordingly to what i had planned.. hate it when it happen..damn!!!ooops sorry.. i cursed too much.. perhaps within this week i've cursed more than a thousand time... its just not me.. pls dun get me wrong.. its the only way for me to let off my stress.. YES... i 'm too stressed up.. shit happens for no reason and it'll keep haunting me on and on ... im on a trial break up for real. ...how long can it go.. im still unsure about it... still putting hopes that by the time we reunite, he'll be honest about his feelings and our relationship as well ..but if it doesnt work ... than maybe its about time for me to find a person who is an absolutely a dearest darling of a real man..big SIGH:(